What am I doing?? Where have I reached? Is it my fault?
Well, of course it is. It always is, isn't it?
I don't like to go on guilt trips but, I always have a part to play that i mess up....
Why? I wonder.......
Always doing what i hate, what i abhor beyond comprehension. I want to do something great!!
Yeah, me and my dreams.....
All will soon find a dead end, or has it already?
I move forward but i'm facing the wrong direction. If i perchance stay still, i will undoubtedly stay that way forever. It is this fear that is pushing me forward, bringing me closer to my cliff of death.
I stand here waiting for it all to end but, everything would be in vain if that happens.
I want to do something, anything. But, i'm worn down and i can't even find the will to do anything that gives me an ounce of pleasure. Why? because, i don't deserve it.
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